Feeling lonely recently

I suddenly realise that we cannot over rely on one person

Because he or she might leave you one day

May be she was busy on her stuff or just accidentally ignore you

For no reason

She was sick these days

She got flu and sore throat

We were not talking for these few days but calling on phone

She slept and wake early for accompany me

I appreciate that,so I try and ought to show my understanding

But I don't

I didn't worry about her because I think she will take good care of herself

I didn't show my understanding and concern

Is that I not enough love her?

or my love is too special that not everyone can accept

At least no one knows until now

I hate long distance relationship 

This make me not feeling confident in our relationships

Lack of discussion

Lack of concern

We were discussing about the Apple ID in the morning

I remember that this is the first time we talk about the password to the Apple ID 

And her Apple ID password is her ex-ex name

For me

Set someone's name as password mean that she wants to live with her for whole life long

So I didn't set anyone's name as my password

Because no one knows what happening next

I know this is only my thought

You might not agree

Especially I said we only have one 'the most lover' in our life

And I'm not the one in your life

I am only want to live happily 

想幸福的人