I had an argument with my dearest sister again

Although this time was not as serious as have we had

It was a nightmare

It was a shadow in my heart

A heartbreaking memory

Don't ask me what happened 

I don't want to call in mind

Blame me because I thought I can control my bad temper (I tried)

Blame me because I thought she can stop the argument after slapping me (yes, I ask her to do so)

Blame me because I thought I can tell the truth so she can think what happen next and stop

Blame me because I thought she will understand and start crying and apologise ( I thought)

Blame me because I thought she will regret what she does immediately

But she didn't

She knocked her head to the iron prop of bump bed

Ping plan (a sound of broken heart, seriously my heart)

I ran and hugged her in my arms

Her forehead was hurt   By herself

I don't understand what she can do this kind of things

People always treat those people who act differently as abnormal 

So am I

I think she got some panic and has some mental problem

I was scared that time 

It was terrible

She hugged me back and we start crying

I didn't expect we stop our argument like this

(Hmm I said don't ask me what happened because I will tell yay?)

Even though this time wasn't too serious but I realise we put our feeling at first

We don't ever care about others

Why we want to hurt the one you love the most?

That's always a question